Caution: Relationships May Seem More Toxic than they Appear...

The topic of conversation lately has been toxic relationships.  Some toxic relationships are easy to pick out and identify, some are incredibly easy to walk away from too.  But then there are those that slowly leak their destructive ways into your life, and before you know it, you are so far lost from the person you thought you were.  And it can be any relationship...whether just a friend, a boyfriend, or even a family member.  I think these are by far the hardest to walk away from, especially when there were so many happy memories in the past.

I'm thankful that I have some positive and healthy friendships in my life to help bring these to light last night.  While I'm sad to leave that part of my life behind, I think its essential or I will lose myself if I don't. My head was spinning after some of the events this past weekend, I couldn't understand how I could go from being so elated to feeling so cruddy in less than a day... Until last night that is, sometimes you feel like you are exactly where you were supposed to be, and that is how I felt last night because I felt like the topic of conversation was directed specifically at me.

I know that some people believe that I can hold a mean grudge...and I think I can in a lot of ways.  But maybe the positive way to view that is, God gives me the strength to build up boundaries in my life, and to cut off sources of negativity.  The one thing that I will try to work on, is letting go of any associated anger...

So many thanks to an epic group of friends and for being positive relationships in my life :)